I am a nervous wreck. My anxieties have skyrocketed and I feel a pit in my stomach. I can never tell whether these are signs of caution or excitement. The situation feels so surreal. I don’t know how to react.
...but it made the seemingly endless cycle that much more unbearable. I get up, I drink a protein shake along with some toast with almond butter, I shower, I go to work, I stay up late doing nothing at all, and I repeat, day after day after day. I haven’t yet learned how to break this. Simply put… I’m bored with the monotony of my life.